Captivated By You

These feelings I cherish

These memories I keep

They all have something in common

They all revolve around you

You have never been one of many words

And I haven’t had a problem with that

In fact, they’ve had the opposite affect on me

I cherish them

They are who you are

While some find them odd

And others find it distasteful

I embrace them

In a way—

When our eyes meet

When I am the only who understands

It feels as if the ocean speaks to me

The ocean petrifies me

Yet you know that

But as long as you are by my side

The waves will be nothing but soothing and gentle

I will forever cherish these feelings

These memories I will treasure

So for now

While we still can

Let me be by your side

Because just like the ocean

The future is unpredictable

Bitter Sweet

You’re not the first person I ever went out with

But you are my first love

Not that you even know that

We were just trying to find ourselves

Nothing but a mere experiment at the time

But those few moments we had

Even if they were in secret

They meant so much

But our paths are yet to cross again

Maybe they never will

And I’ve come to accept it

It’s just so bitter-sweet

 

 

 

Emotions

Emotions

I was never free to expressed them

It wasn’t because I didn’t want but but because I wasn’t suppose to

Emotions — Express them and it’s a type of weakness

But they shouldn’t be view that way

I want to express myself

But I feel trap

I have so much to say and show

But can’t

I want to speak

But shouldn’t

Am I weak?

Yes

Aren’t we all?

So why can’t I just show you how I feel?

Because society won’t let me